the fucking shit feeling comes again!
why am i so care?
Do i care?
YES SERIOUSLY HONESTLY TRUTHFULLY!!!
why am i so jealous!
i just cant stop jealous !
not only for jealous about you!
is everyone that relates with me!
i do jealous
FUCKING ASSHOLE!
my mood drops to HELL in a sudden!
GREAT -___-
and the line is so damn lag
pissed me off a lil bit!
fucking bullshit!!!
i love this feeeeeel.
no one can ever view my blogggg
guess that im not going to unlock it.
:P
11.54pm now.
fucking shit dont know what to do.
just now felt like want to watch yubai.
but now i lost the feel.
sorrry!

sometimes i really hope that the dream come true.
of course not the part that my bro died *choi!*
its the part i move out of miri!
sometimes i do really feel shit even worse than shit in miri.
but i know it wont come true!
never ever at least for now NEVER KAY?!
and i cant just leave jiejing and jiayee here.
they are just way too important to me.
i really hope that we will forever!
my only wish.
i can give up all the wishes that i wish in my 16 years life to make this wish come true!
i swear!
i can give up or leave any of my friends except them!
really... i cant imagine the life without them.
i will die!!
they love me like who i am.
i never pretend never act in front of them.
i just love them tooooooo much.
i do apperciate them max!

how great is they two are here with me now!
im fucking EMO now.
i never thought that emo this shit word will describe how i feel now.
yes i do now because of you.
i just cant say give up to myself.
everytime i want to give up and you just come and talk to me!
how great are you huh?



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