im out of mood now.
guess what?!
zanessa broke up
and its vanessa's bday today.
what the shit fuck!
i know they might be break up somedays but not today please.
i woke up at 6pm then i open my com.
the 1st thing i do is check for their news.
who knows?!
i totally shocked!!
they meant forever to me but now...
"Career demands, distance and to enjoy being single are the main reasons for the break up. I'd be shocked if they don't get back together someday." zac's friend said.
hope that they really can get back together soon! tomorrow la :DD
i got the feel. They'll together back SOOOOOOON.
you must trust in my 7th sense okay?!
'cause what? IM PAUL LI :DD
i'll cry to my pillow for the whole week i guess?

Crying doesn't mean you're weak.
It means you're strong enough to stop holding
in the bullshit inside and put them out away.

and and and..
there is nothing in my mind now.
everything is mess up.
after i saw the news.
after i know that thing.
after i saw their wallpost.
after that im nothing now :((
why am i kuat emo now
i shouldn't like this!
but im really bo mood now!
can i go shopping now?
watch a movie
eat a pizza
drink a shandy
and then meet him :D
that stupid night really ruined my mind!
pop out anytime when im boring.
i'll forget about it very sooon!
just need to take some time :DDDD
i miss the previous time so much.
but its impossible to refluent anymore.
its so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember!
HAHAHAHA!
自相矛盾 @@

im eating Ferrero Rocher.
and pineapple cake.
and and and gonna make a grapes salad.
and drink fanta green!
i almost crazy!!
'CAUSE IM REALLY NOT IN MOOD!!

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