依宁啊！不要去想了。你还是加油吧！
Counting down the day til everyone leaves. 6days til jiayee leaving, 9days til shirley and bi ge leaving and last 12days til jia xuan leaving. Just want to spend more time with them but actually what activities can we do. I just scare that all of us will be strangers in the future just like others. Hmmm dont know what to do with this feeling.
Found back my blog. Luckily i still remember everything like password hotmail and link. Blog once meant much to me. Hahhaah read those old posts just now. Last updated was on my bi ge's birthday hahaha! One year ago. Many things happened within a year. I mean REAL MANY! I guess its time to back to blog? hmmm hahah have a dinner with jiayee tonight with tze ming them and not sure going to watch a movie or not. Can you join?! Whyyyy only 940pm has seats haihh suan liao!

They are leaving me so soon..
Hi bloggie.
Feel like blogging to record down the awesomeness of 11th of may that I had :)

So here it is,
Its my baby sin birthday.
We skipped school hahah
So me and Shirley planned to give him a surprise.
It's about 1015am Shirley came my house and pick me up.
We went to school to pick nico.
Since our plan is give him surprise when he finished school.
So nico came out from school during recess time. Aiyoo pan ni ah!
Hahahaha :D
Then went to imperial mall for last minute baby present.
And then went to secret recipe to buy a slice of cake.
And met up with xuan and pui.
Knew that baby is eating lunch with his parents so we went to his house and asked his Kakak to let us in.
Luckily nico knows his Kakak.
But the plan about failed cause baby saw us while we were hiding. Cheh why his house windows no privacy one hahaha!
Then go lunch with xuan nico Shirley and pui at 5050 cafe.
After that went to citi cafe to study with xuan and Shirley.
About 430pm went to McDonald. Planned to have a dinner there but I promised jiejing to have dinner with her at kuai ke Li. So we off McDonald and went to kuai ke Li. Dinner time with Lun, sohai, xuan, jiejing, seng and Shirley. Great tuition night with jiejing hehehe!
Then bla bla bla like this that those these we went to hazard bistro with the whole big gang.
Love the part talking with sohai and Shirley... Only
Transition friends are always the best!
I miss year 2007 :(
Heart to heart talked and had the whole Miri view with us haaa :D
Love this feeling soooo much.
And then home sweet home with guilty but happy feel. Guilty cause I don't like to be home late seriously. Hmm good girl haha!
So thanks to my driver of the day, jia xuan and Shirley.
Spent my day with all my loves except jiayee aww next time!

Erhem, outing whole day like there's no exam on Monday aduhmak!!!

Goodnight :)
Today be great too please!

Thanks god for everything that I have now <3 I appreciate much!

I love all of you all! <3

Hi lil bloggie,
Finally I'm free enough to visit you again aha!

Exam is coming soon.
Seem like I'm always talking about exams in my blog.
Stressed again.
Stress cause I'm so lazy to study.
Sitting on the study table, eyes looking at the books. The mind, start day dreaming. Wtf!
Seeming to do is not doing!!

Have a great life recently.
With my guy friends.
Where's my girl friends?
All busy with their thingy.
Cat walk, concert and etc.
So I've no choice to stick around with my guy friends.
Love them max!
You know why,
Boys are always simpler than girls.
They are not that complicated like how girls do.
And they bring laughter! :D

2 weeks passed,
I didn't touch my books at all. AT ALL!!
Fucking bullshit!
See! The lazy worms are climbing all around my body again!

Oh ya! I took my salary.
New year outing salary!
I'm rich again muaahahaha
But I spent a lil too much.
And the money straight fly away with the speed of blinking an eye GEEEE!
Here's the photo on the appreciation dinner night. Love that night too cause I was pretty hahaha :D
And I love the dress so much too.
It costs me RM60. Not that expensive right right right? Hehehe
But I wonder when is the next time that I wear it :S
I really love it so muchhhh!
Hope there's still another chance to wear. So pretty and nice la!

Blank mind now.
Don't know what to write dy.
Goodnight
Stupid headache is killing me!!


I love all my friends!
Every single of them :)
Out for the whole day.
I'm posting this blog with guiltiness.
I'm happy today. Just those happiness are all come from guilty.
Like I out for the whole day.
Like I spent Rm100 in a day.
Like I was late to home.
I'm happy for this productive day. But i just don't like myself for being so hmm black sheep bitch style like not staying at home for the whole day, lepak outside. Like lala moi eh -,-

Okay, let me share about today.
Morning addmath tuition til 11am
Then kokoberry with teacher and von. And went to parkson with von. Bought a lot of things. Yes, I spent Rm100 today :/ really a lot! Pens, refill, marker pens, presents etc.
And then met up with jiejing. Went to boulevard cause I can't find things that i want in that getting suck popular. Love back union! Hahaha bought everything that i want at there.
5pm, Shirley pick us and went to her shop. Jiejing and I enjoyed French fries and teh c special at SCR! Not really nice tho.
630pm, picked baby at his tuition and on our way to merdeka mall for the movie, the hunger game!
We were late! For about hm, 15mins. So I missed the front part.
It's a really nice movie. But seriously I don't really like this kind of movie like killing, violence and betray.
I cried for four times.
The saddest is when Rue died. I just couldn't stop my tears with that really emo scene.
I give it ★★★★☆ rating. Hahaha! A must watch movie. It's all about the "live or death" Now feel like wanna read the books. yeah!

This is the main actress, Jennifer Lawrence acts as katniss. She is really pretty and has a pair of blue eyes :P she is just 21 years old.

After cinema, went to Jiayee's house steamboat as a earlier birthday celebration.
I don't like boys just kept focusing on the tv show. We should talk, laugh and make fun Kay? Stop watching that stupid fishing tv show. Boring ass! Blame to that liu jia xuan.
11pm something going back home. Driver of the day, Mr Kevin my beloved one :D the happiest moment in the car is right after nico got down from the car and three of us started talking non stop.
Love that 2 lahapzZ so muchhh!
The only 2 guy friends that I can share everything with. Ahahahah eww!

Home sweet home with a not really good mood.

Okay its how my Saturday went like.
2.07am
Goodnight :)

Thanks god for hearing my prays and make them happened :) and thanks for arranging them come into my life.
7 of them ;)


18th march.
Shirley birthday party
Tanjung beach
Around 12pm til 7pm

Went to jiejing's house 1st before went to tanjung.
12pm plus Jiayee came and fetch us to go tanjung. Received an order to pick hern too.
So went to pick hern and back to beach again.
At the first still worried about hern cause he has no friends there and he was the only form 4 lil kid.
12+pm I think Hahaha help chu jie to do the decorating part. Balloons etc. The theme is purple and white! See Shirley loves me too much so she choose purple for her bday theme Kay! Hahahaha!

this is my boy! :3
Loved him most today. My lil accompanie ;) memories saved!
He is getting more 細心 aiyerr. Hahaha this is what I taught him.
You must have a lil 細心 to everyone especially to girls. Can't too much too. That too much are called flirt :P
Well trained, hern! By me kay :D
Love to see boys who love dog.
Add marks!!!
Seriously have to thanks to god for arranging him same group with me during new year outing.
We are so much closer :3
Now I can shout out loud to the whole world wide that THAT'S MY BOY! Hahahaha.
Okay, love him!

Eat eat drink drink help help talk talk laugh laugh.
Love the feel so much.
With babies, min min, yun shan, jiejing, Maria, von, Shirley and BABY GIDDEON.
He brought us to take the cake. You mei you?! Wise choice Shirley, for asking him to fetch us. We talked a lot in the car ohhhh.
Very funny cause I kept on kacau him. Don't act cool la baby :PP

And met Chanel and hm bitch? Starbucks? Or bean bean? That haven't-get-a-name-yet puppy. Cutie lil two bitches.

And then have a walk with felly, jiejing, bi ge and min.
Talked a lot, sandflies a lot too.
As we grow up, the friendships are just getting simpler. Just got a nice talked with them make me feel happy lil inside :) as I said, friendships, amazing creation by god.
I think every girls should have a good guy friend. Sometimes its easier to share your true feelings to a guy than to your girl friends. Maybe cause boys have different thoughts and views with us. So, its comfortable that talking with them sometimes. Just sometimes, for me it is. Hahaha. I don't really like to stick with boys like 24/7. Girlfriends are much more important to me :) I mean real and true girlfriends. Nothing can be replaced. Of course guy friends are important for me too. I love to have friends that with nice temper and playful. I mean like not small gas. And can be jio or 玩得起 :D
I'm so out of topic now +___+

And then 7pm+ home sweet home. Thanks for my driver of the day, Shirley.
*Hahahaha silently pull back to the topic*

Okay, stop here.
Goodnight :)
Happy school reopen!
I wanna have a new me tomorrow!
Fightingggg!

I asked you to wait. But you just can't stand for the temptation. And now, yes you lost a good girl, a good girl that you loved the most.

Yes, its one of the conversation between Damon and Stefan.
Just watched the vampire diaries season 3 episode 16 in PPS. Yeahhh as you are my follower in Twitter or maybe my stalker :D I tweeted that PPS is releasing vampire diaries again. But its didn't have season 1 and 2 how sad.
Back to the topic. It's getting nervous. Can't wait for the next week Thursday ;)

It's last day of holidays. How fast!
And I didn't really do any thing in this holidays anything like study, tidy up my room etc.
Just wasted my holidays and once I realised, its the last day already. Haha!

Just that, 3.30am now.
Gonna head to bed in a few.
:) goodnight.

"Once you fall in love for somone, I don't know if you can ever shake 'em -Matt"

Goodnight <3
I've missed you, camp chung hua and someone's future ;)

Yesterday, 16th March
Great day.
Fulfilled with laughter and happiness with muai babies Hahaha
Here we go,

Woke up at 12pm.
Received baby message and said wanna go parkson for Shirley present.
*Shirley ch'ng if you are seeing this, act don't know when you receive present, get it or lose it? :D*
I've no car to go laaaa.
Then our heartiest baby, bi ge. Came and pick me and nico Hehehe.
Talked a lot of craps inside the car.
FYI craps=gossip about others businesses Hahaha
And then arrived! Walked here and there cause we had totally no idea about what to buy for that fat ass.
Then, McDonald's as brunch. Stayed at McDonald's for one hour plus I think. Kept on talking shits.
Love it ;))
And then continue hunting again.
Finally we bought a ......
Tell you right after fat ass' bday passed. :P
Bi ge decided to go to the meritz hotel to have a look. It just had a soft opening yesterday which means only few floors are open. When we went in the lobby, nico kept saying, eh ning the room card with you right? Or eh, we live which floors liao aa. Cover qin! Hahaha
Went in the lift and press 9th floor, okay, please listen.
Once we had arrived and came out from the lift, imagine that 3 la kia said wowwww waaa walaoooo! Hahaha its really beautiful what. Didn't take much photo cause we scared that we will been caught that we aren't the room guests. Hahaha.

This is the corridor of the room. I know you can't see it clearly, go and see it yourself next time. I pretty sure that you will have the same reactions like me :D
Then bi ge said jom pergi tengok swimming pool.

The pool side view is just awesome.
I wanna go there and over a night Hahaha. Bi ge started to heart itchy itchy you know, he has a thought that open his bday party at there. Walao, you will invite me de right? :D
Then we went up 17th its a buffet restaurant called hm uh grand old lady bla something like that. A big classic piano over there. I can imagine a handsome playing piano there seriously. Hahaha -__-
Ohhh, it has a outdoor lounge at 7th floor I think, haven't open yet still under construction. I can't wait for it to open cause I think no, is I pretty sure that there will be a very nice place for us to chit chat.

Almost 4pm going back but then nico said go lim teh so we went to pujut 2 ate ice and rojak. Nice chat again :DD
Then home sweet home and prepared for tuition.

After tuition went to supper at pujut 8? Or somewhere near by my house. No idea where's it, with liu jia xuan.
Talked a lot again as usual. Don't know since when he becomes so kepo Wtf! Nevermind, you like to change people so much, then I would like to change you too. But how? Haahaha! Guan ta la! None of my business.

And then home sweet home and watched on call 36hours last episode. Hate to watch the ending of a nice drama cause no matter how happy is the ending I will still feel emo. Cause I'm not ready to say goodbye. Haahaha sometimes I hope that there will be no ending for a nice drama. Like the vampire diaries? Hahaha, can't imagine that what if it comes to an end. I will emo for a month I think.
It's a really awesome drama seriously. Although its complicated and getting emo. But I just can't stop myself for not watching it.

A lil long post. Hehe
So, goodbye and goodnight.
Will take a good nap and gonna study tonight please. Study mood lai lai!

I miss them much :(

Hey there.
Evil title. Haha seriously this is how I truly feel now.
But I'm not that bad for wishing you die.
Just I rather watching you to suffer than watching you die -__-
I don't know why, I feel lil hate inside. And I can't even figure out why it would be. Just let it be, let the hate grows inside my heart.
I know somedays I will never ever ever gonna remember you and the memories that you left anymore.

Its 2.32am now.
Just finished office girls episode6
Nice drama (: 邱澤 damnnnnn engdao! No joke kay! DAMN!
I really really meant it when I plus a DAMN in front a description Hahahaa!
Feel like wanna continue to watch it but urgh addmath later early in the morning :(
Just simply don't like to wake up early. Haihh

Just some thoughts here,
Girls are so sui bian nowadays.
Wanton? Willful? Haiya don't know la
I mean like didn't have any 矜持.
It's really xia soi all the girls in the WWW whole world wide!
Can't you just have a lil bit behavior for being a girl.
One word for you, cheap!
Okay la, promised myself not to insult people so often. It's hard though Hahaha but don't care, CONTROL!!
It's none of your business, ning.

Okay, bye.
I love today (:
Just a simple day full with laughter :D

Just done bathing my doggie.

Lying on the bed now

Using phone apps to get a small update.

Addicted to blog again. Haa!

The holidays are too boring maybe :/

Woke up at 1pm today :l such a pig. Can't blame me about that kay,

I sleep at 3am last night. Hahahaha this is how my holidays go by everytime. Health killer -__-

Have a plan in this holidays

Which is whitening myself.

But I think it will failed at last.

Cause the holidays are too short to be achieve my plan. And yea you know I have a lot of things waiting me to do. Hahaha!

Like drama, addmath, tuitions etc

Ohhh and sleep! Hahaha

And and about my L license -,-

Have to test law in this coming Wednesday. Wish me luck.

I'm just too coward to learn car.

As you know I'm just not too sensitive with carrrrsss. Hahahaa

*erhem, seriously what thing that you sensitive with huh?*

Hmmm, good question.

Like food, drama, baking, sewing, sleeping hm what else. Hahaha

Everything that I have to learn now just ain't my thing. Those things that I'm not interested with but have to need to a must to learn them.

What a life! @@

Here my simple holiday plan :

Tuesday-morning addmath tuition. Noon book law, night physic and study law.

Wednesday-morning addmath tuition. Noon test law. Night tv!

Thursday-morning sleep maybe. Noon revise addmath. Night physics tuition and bio or sejarah.

Friday-morning revise addmath. Noon don't know. Night ms pui! Then watch on call36 hours last episode. Wheehuuu

Saturday-listen engine if there's a seat for me. If not, addmath tuition. Wtf -,- noon sleep! Night study whatever subjects.

Sunday- last day of holidays. JUST ENJOY IT WITH WHATEVER I WANT. Yeahhh!

Hope that I can have my law passed and listened engine in this holidays. I wanna get my license as soon as possible. But! I'm just lazy to learn. Haih! Kay la.

Catch some sleep now.

Bm tuition tonight. Bye.

Loves.

Ps: I tried to pull back our friendship. And its succeed I think. Don't ruin it again. Trust me with all your heart. Not to believe what others say about me Kay as you know me so well. Trustworthiness is needed in a relationship, but its more needed in a friendship, a last longer friendship. To you, von :)

yea, as you are not blind.
here you are, another update from me :)

Yea, hi. I'm here again

Yes, I'm still having my 1st mid term exam. Horrible sleepless days every night. I think I quite look like a zombie now. I can feel that every single cell in my body is dying. And suffer headache like everyday. Sorry body, I will treat you like no one else could do just right after this exam passed. Just tank for two more days kay? It's suppose to be one more day. Cause I've totally gave up on my addmath. I'm just not sensitive to those numbers unknowns or whatever everything about maths. People always say that Chinese should be good in maths subjects. So I guess I'm not Chinese maybe Haha! And seriously I have some belanau or what nau blood inside my DNA. Hahaha! *self comforting for not liking maths Wtf* alah, I promise that I will at least get an A in spm kay? And its easy to get A in maths as I'm living in MALAYsia. No racist, its truth what haa! Satu Malaysia kay?!

Just have a little update for my bloggie. Sorry for neglecting you. I'm just too lazy to type something and I've no idea what to post too.

So, its time for biology. Gee! Jiayou good luck xo!

Ps, in love with dandelion recently. And I've a research for it. Dandelion means wishes come true :)

Bye.

It's the 10th of Chinese new year.

Finished chu dui.

I miss them!

I miss chu dui!

I miss counting money!

I miss everything!!!

Time flies ya know :(

So fasttttt

And after this,

I needa put all my effort on studies.

Yesterday is the last day of chu dui.

With Jiayee Shirley hern Changwei foonnee doris hilda Denilson.

And night dinner with hern Shirley and Jiayee.

Wtf I miss leong jeen hern super much now!!!!!!!

After all of this i know we will not that shou again.

Yea I know :(

He is my super nice vice leader.

I love him heaps!

My atm too. Hahaha!

Taught him many things.

Hope he will remember them. Haha

細心，I taught him. Be a boy, you must be細心 to a girl.

Hahaha then feel like he over xi xin to me. I kept on laughing non stop.

Cause he is really a stupid! :D

Okay. Stop recalling. Make me more emo.

I skipped two tuition :(

Monday de bm tuition and Tuesday de physics tuition.

I really afraid of I can't Chase them back. Wtffff!

Ning you must me more hardworking now okay?

Was counting my new year angpau.

Ehehehe! I wanna buy many many things.

Okay, the 1st things is return money to xuan.-,-

And buy a hard disk, a Nike bottle. And what else hmm hmm.

I can't wait to receive my cny outing salary.

But when -,-

I want them as soon as possible!

Please :(

I wanna shopping for new shirts new pants new shoes now.

Hahaha just shop for my new year things.

Tomorrow has appointment.

I hope that I'm in.

Cause I can gather with them again.

This is the 1st time I had a different new year since I lived for 17years.

You all will live in my memories forever.

Yea, bye lions.

Bye group B

Bye group B1

Bye Chang wei

Bye leong jeen hern.

When it meant to be, it will be.

When its not, it won't be.

To her. My beloved her :)

Aloha ;)

I'm here again.

Guess what

It will be the very 1st time I didn't celebrate Chinese new year with family

I choose to for lion dance outing

Cause it will be my very last year in school.

Deep down asking myself do I regret about it

Yes I do

But I've no choice.

Hahaha!

Watching my yiyi and cousins them so excited about the new year

But I'm not.

I don't have any feel at all.

Except tiredness.

But I'm really enjoy myself when I'm with my group.

Don't you feel awesome when everyone chooses to follow you.

Maybe cause Jiayee didn't really talk to them often but I did. Hahaha

Love the feel :)

I'm using phone to post this post

It's a new apps.

It's 6.05pm now I'm now should be sitting inside the physics classroom.

But I'm lazy, fuck it!

Mami changed to iPhone.

I wanna it too!! ;(

I don't like iPhone but those pretty and cute casing and the front camera totally attracting me!

:((( so good!

Why racist HTC huh? Hahaha

It's an awesome phone brand too.

Lying on the bed thinking what's the plan after this new year passed.

Again, stressed!

Spm!

How would my life be like

I don't wanna be lazy ass anymore.

But how

How to become hardworking?

Any methods just tell me how?!

I'm really lazy all the time.

Bye.

Wish you luck, my readers :)

Complicated feeling all around.

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